LIVE LIFE

I want to fill my life with mistakes and memories.
As if it's bright and burning like the most exciting parts of every book.
Every page has a meaningful tale to tell, with multicolored sketchs and pictures.
Something worth remembering, for the sad or the happy, for the bad and the worst.

I want to live not merely exist anymore.
I'm tired of misconception that people get from arguments like this.
I don't mean sex or drugs or alcohol,
I mean roadtrips to unlikely places and campfires and jotting down constellations in the middle of nowhere, some places where the loud city lights won't dim the night sky.
I want to go to concert and lose my voice with the vigor of the crowd.
I want to go on color runs and curse myself when my hair looks weird with the mix of green and pink ombre for a week.
I want to stay up all night talking about the universe.
I want to ride on a Farris Wheel and not closing my eyes when it hits it's highest point.
I want to live life at its fullest without it being associated with sex or drugs or alcohol.
And i want to do it now.
with my parents trusting me and not thinking about anything bad about it.

I starve to do things that define me, say no to things that don't inspire me, say yes to everything that fuels me.
as it's the only life i live,
i want to live it to my standards.